Stubbornness

Even though this is supposedly a good qualification in some ways, in other hand is mean for an "Annoying" person.

I have become Annoying. Without realizing, now I am what I don't really wanted to be: Stubborn.
My luck is much indeed. Like some say, "Beware when you look for an answer, thus it might not be what you wished to hear".

Certainly I wished to hear the truth, because I preach about being an honest person, I can only expect the same about others, more if I ask the questions.

So what am I mad for? What am I sulking for? I obtained what I wanted, I obtained the answer I did deserve. The answer towards the actions I have been riding my foot on. The answer which I did not want to hear, but was true as a statement.

Maybe I am mad because of the meaning of that answer. Because it means I have yet much to change, much to mature, much to endure.

Change... Is it the right solution?

Linking back this ending with the beginning, The answer I was looking for was a "Yes", the response that came was "Yes, but..." then the stubbornness feelings and the regret and the pondering, and the sulking, and the undetermined amount of thoughts given to that same matter.


How am I to solve this now?
Is it change the real answer?