Incomplete...

There's something missing...

I don't feel okay, there is a lack.
I have been feeling this way for quite a while now. I miss a lot of things, I miss a lot of people, situations, places...

I miss a lot, but there is something more, something I don't recall having... or I don't recall being.

Maybe I could replace it.
Or I could try to ignore the feeling.

I could very well try and find whatever it is. But how do you start searching for something you don't know of? Something you're not certain it even exist.

I feel incomplete without it... But maybe I had it all the time, and now I think it's something else?

How depressing... I'll try to fix it... Hope it will to some avail.